Surga Makanan

hari ini kelas 12 ips excited banget,
karena kita ngadain acara buka bersama,
acaranya di base camp kita dong,
alias dirumahnya anas,
paling homie banget deh,
kalo dirumah dia berasa kayak dirumah sendiri,
boleh ngebrantakin asal ngeberesin lagi sebelum pulang :D

and then janjiannya sih jam 4 pada ngumpul disana
tapi seperti biasa, gw yang paling ngaret,
itupun ada alasannya, karena mie goeng dan capcay yang gw pesen belum jadi,
alhasil nunggu dulu deh di restoran cina nya,
abis udah jadi ya ampunn bauuu mie nya enyak banget,
bikin ngilerrrrr ^__^

abis itu gw jalan ngejemput yannie,
dia bawa dua jenis es yaitu es blewah dan es jelly,
dikiranya kita orang yang terakhir nyampe dirumah anas,
ternyata desti lah yang terakhir datang,
dan kabar sedih datang dari intan, karena dia gak bisa dateng,
gak ada yang bisa nganter katanya.

yaudah kita ngobrol-ngobrol pada ngatain anas deh pokoknya.
alhamdulillah akhirnya azan magrib juga !!!
pertama yg disantap adalah teh hangat manis,
terus baru nyobain es jelly nya yannie,
ternyata maknyos enyak banget,
abis itu nyobain martabak keju nya lydia,
yummyyy... kejunya enakkk..
trusss mamanya anas ngeluarin mpek-mpek bikinannya,
aduhh itu enakk bangett gak boong dehhh,
cuma berhubung kuah mpek-mpeknya pedes minta ampyuun
gw gak bisa ikutan makan pake kuah,
alhasil gw cuma makan mpek-mpeknya doang,
aneh sih... cuma tetep maknyooss enakkkkkk!!

okayy si imam alias basrun,
nyuruh shalat dulu,
selagi nunggu ina sama desti wudhu
gw, yannie, sama lydia tetep aja ngemakanin mpek-mpek,
cuma gw lebih fokus sama es jelly,
yang ternyata ada bentuk hati, cherry, lumba-lumba,
bintang, lucu-lucu banget dehhh.

nah setelahnya kita ngambil wudhu,
kita wudhu dikamar adenya anas,
namanya elsha, abis kalo di kamar anas jorok,
masa ada kancut digantung gitu?wkwk

nah udah wudhu tuh,
siap-siap shalat deh,
basrun jadi imam,
pas mulai baca alfatihah si ina malah ketawa,
gw sih masih stay cool tuh fokus shalat
eh abis itu giliran bilang ''amieeeeen''
si yanie ngomongnya amieen cm gemeteran gituu,
lah kontan gw sama lydia
yang shalatnya sampingan jadi ketawa,
gw juga lirik-lirikan,
aduh parah banget shalatnya gak khusu'.

okeh okeh selesai bagian shalat kayak kafirnya,
terus mulai makan berat,
cuma berhubung udah kembung sama es jelly
gw gak makan nasi.
gw ngegadoin sate ayam,
daging di sopnya, sama mie goeng cina.
oia gw juga nyolong-nyolong semacem cumi gitu di capcaynya.

baru makan segituaja udah kalap,
kenyang banget, nah kan ada timbangan dirumah anas
pada nimbang, ternyata berat gw masih balance
alias gak naik gak turun stay di 52
terus si yannie 58, lydia 48,
aduh kacoo dehh.

istirahat kita ngobrol-ngobrol sambil ngata-ngatain anas
abis udah capek sepi gak tau ngapain mulai makan martabak telor,
yuuummyy banget telor bebeknya telor ayamnya juga enak kok,
gw gak sempet nyobain ayam asem manisnya desti tuh,
sayang sekali ya berkat perut yang sudah full dan gak sanggup menampung.

so intinya, hari ini seneng banget bisa buka bareng 12 ips.
walaupun ada yang gak bisa ikut, tapi kami merencanakan
akan buka bersama lagi, dimana itu?
kita belum tau, anyway mantep banget deh.
sayangnya pacarku tak bisa ikut hadir :'(

The Greatest Pain In Life

The greatest pain in life
is not to die,
but to be ignored.
To lose the person you love so much
to another who doesn’t care at all.
To have someone you care so about so
much throw a party…
and not tell you about it.
When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.
To have people think that you don’t care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.
To be left in the dust after another’s great achievement.
To never get a call from a friend, just saying “hi”.
When you show someone your innermost thoughts
and they laugh in your face.
For friends to always be
too busy to console you
when you need someone to lift your spirits.
When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?
Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?
Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.
Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.
If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.
You will simply be ignored…
forgotten…
as you have done to others.

25 Things I ♥ About Him

nana and mochu*
gift from him

I love the way he laughs
I love the way he holds my thin slender fingers
I love the way he smiles with his cute dimples
I love the way he cares for others
I love his helpfulness
I love the way he raises me in my melancholy days

I love the way he looks at me lovingly
I love his hugs warm and caring I love his gentle touch
I love his warm embracesI love the way he makes love to me
I love the time he sleeps inside my realms I love the way he kisses my forehead gently

I love his talks so full of life
I love the way he holds me when I’m sad

I love his name
I love his eyes
I love his smell
I love his confidence
I love his encouragement for me

I love the way he is
I love the way he loves me

I love our precious time together
I love his madness for me
I love the fact that I LOVE HIM SO MUCH...

Listen Track >> 12

oh oh Oh I'm missin' you
Baby I'm missin' you

oh oh oh oh
Baby I'm missing you

Things will never be the same without you...

What did I do to deserve this?
I didn't even get one last kiss, from you
Oh baby God took your love from me
He needed an angel so it seems
I need to feel your hands all over me
I need to feel you kissing me
I need to feel you holding me
I need to feel your touch
Cause I miss your love so much
And I can't keep on living this way
I need you here with me
Why could he take you away, from me

It's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me?
Why couldn't you just stay?
Because my world is nothin', without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself

I would've given you anything
Just to make you happy
Just to hear you say, that you love me one last time
I'd go to hell and back over and over again
Just to prove to you how much I need you here
There is nothing that I wouldn't do
I'd cry for you
I'd lie for you
And there's no doubt that if I could take your place in heaven
I would die for you, yes I will
I would rather give up my life
Than to see tears in your eyes
I can't stand to see you cry

Cause it's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me?
Why couldn't you just stay babe?
Because my world is nothin', without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself

I just don't know what to do with myself
I cant stand looking at those pictures on my shelf
Knowing it was just one week ago, i stood there and took that picture
There's just one thing that I wanna know
Why would God want to hurt me so bad,
Does He know how much it hurts to be missing you
Baby Im missing you
Baby Im missing you
I love you

oh God damn it I love you
Why did he take you away... from me
Cause I love you so...
I miss you so much baby I just can't go on baby

Extra note: The Artist of this song, First Lady, Made this song
for her boyfriend, about him after he died

Jacob Black Quotes on New Moon *

i believe that bella doesnt deserved jacob

Speak of the devil and the devil shall appear.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 6, p.138

If either of you set so much as one toe on my land tomorrow…
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 6, p.141

Okay, but if you’re going to get picky like that, you have to average in size, too. You’re so small, I’ll have to knock ten years off your total.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 6, p.146

Here’s to responsibility. Twice a week.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 7, p.164

I believe that… we have a date.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 7, p.168

They’re just cliff diving, Bella. Recreation. La Push doesn’t have a mall, you know.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 7, p.171

Sometimes you’re a little strange, Bella. Do you know that?
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 7, p.172

I swear, they’re like hall monitors gone bad.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 7, p.173

He looks at me like he’s waiting for something… like I’m going to join his stupid gang someday. He pays more attention to me than any of the other guys. I hate it.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 7, p.176

If this is how you’re going to react, I’ll freak out more often.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 7, p.179

Why are you apologizing for bleeding?
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 8, p.188

Bella, I think you need stitches. I’m not going to let you bleed to death
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 8, p.189

I would have figured you for a trail kind of girl.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 8, p.197

Bears don’t want to eat people. We don’t taste that good. Of course, you might be an exception. I bet you’d taste good.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 8, p.200

So are you going to be my Valentine? Since you didn’t get me a fifty-cent box of candy, it’s the least you can do.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 9, p.202

I told him you were planning to corrupt my youthful innocence.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 9, p.209

You sure can pick them, Bella. This movie really sucks.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 9, p.211

What a marshmallow. You should hold out for someone with a stronger stomach. Someone who laughs at the gore that makes weaker men vomit.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 9, p.211

As long as you like me the best. And you think I’m good-looking—sort of. I’m prepared to be annoyingly persistent.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 9, p.212

The pin’s out of the grenade for me, now, eh?
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 9, p.214

If you want to blame someone, why don’t you point your finger at those filthy, reeking bloodsuckers that you love so much?
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 11, p.267

I saw that—I can see in your eyes what it does to you when I say their name.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 11, p.267

Go home, Bella. I can’t hang out with you anymore.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 11, p.270

I’m not good enough to be your friend anymore, or anything else. I’m not what I was before. I’m not good.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 11, p.272

Sometimes, loyalty gets in the way of what you want to do. Sometimes, it’s not your secret to tell.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 12, p.283

The part that kills me is that you already know. I already told you everything!
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 12, p.283

Did you honestly not know? Was I the one who told you what he was?
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 12, p.286

See what I mean about loyalty? It’s the same for me, only worse. You can’t imagine how tight I’m bound…
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 12, p.286

If I thought it was too… too risky, I wouldn’t have come. But Bella, I made you a promise. I had no idea it would be so hard to keep, but that doesn’t mean I’m not going to try.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 12, p.288

I won’t lose you, Bella. Not for this.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 12, p.290

Well, I’m so sorry that I can’t be the right kind of monster for you, Bella. I guess I’m just not as great as a bloodsucker, am I?
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 13, p.307

You really, honestly don’t mind that I morph into a giant dog?
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 13, p.308

Bella, honey, we only protect people from one thing—our one enemy. It’s the reason we exist—because they do.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 13, p.309

Vampires don’t count as people.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 13, p.310

I wish you would have told me that you were so afraid. You didn’t need to be.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 13, p.311

I swore I wasn’t going to get mad, no matter what you said to me. But… I just got so upset that I was going to lose you… that you couldn’t deal with what I am…
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 13, p.312

You’ve got to have a little more confidence in us than that. It’s insulting.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 13, p.317

When I… changed, it was the most… horrible, the most terrifying thing I’ve ever been through—worse than anything I could have imagined.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 13, p.319

Who’s afraid of the big, bad wolf?
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 13, p.321

Bella is not bait.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 14, p.336

Hunting vampires is fun. It’s the best part of this whole mess.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 14, p.339

The hardest part is feeling… out of control. Feeling like I can’t be sure of myself—like maybe you shouldn’t be around me, like maybe nobody should. Like I’m a monster who might hurt somebody.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 15, p.345

Who wants to be a nightmare, a monster?
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 15, p.345

Sometimes I’m afraid that I’m losing myself.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 15, p.346

The best part is the speed.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 15, p.346

We’re a pretty messed-up pair, aren’t we? Neither one of us can hold our shape together right.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 15, p.349

Look, do you mind saving the stupid stuff for when I’m around? I won’t be able to concentrate if I think you’re jumping off cliffs behind my back.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 16, p.367

I can’t go back. Treaty or no treaty, that’s my enemy in there.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 16, p.379

Bye, Bella. I really hope you don’t die.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 16, p.379

Yeah, I’ll always be your friend. No matter what you love.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 18, p.409

Sam would be mad if I broke the treaty, and you probably wouldn’t like it too much if I killed your friend.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 18, p.410

It was easier when we were both human, wasn’t it?
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 18, p.410

Jacob’s furious voice was suddenly in my ear, hissing out a stream of profanities. I felt a vague disapproval. His new friends were clearly a bad influence.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 18, p.414

The treaty is quite specific. If any of them bite a human, the truce is over. Bite, not kill.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Epilogue, p.558

I would never hurt her.
Jacob Black, New Moon, Epilogue, p.559

Jake Black * My Werewolf

official new moon poster

taylor lautner >> jacob black

whooaa sumpah keren bangettt kan bodinya...
thats why im addicted to him
look all those abs ^^
but too bad that new moon come out about november '09
beuuh lama deh.......

new moon, inti dari ceritanya adalah...
bella ngerayain ulangtaun di rumah edward
dan yang ngerencanain semua adalah alice.
terus tanpa sengaja bella melukai dirinya sendiri
paper cut, and she's bleeding...
ada satu vampir yang gk bisa mengendalikan diri
that was Jasper.

Jasper langsung loncat untuk nerkam bella
tapi Edward gerak lebih cepat
Dia langsung ngedorong Jasper sampai terpental.
edward bener-bener merasa menyesal
dia merasa bersalah karena sodaranya
hampir saja menerkam bella.

setelah pertautan di batin nya,
edward menemui bella di tengah hutan
and said that '' its the last time you ever see me ''
edward left her, what a jerk ..........

and then depresi bella ngebuat dia jadi hampir gila
tapi itu gk terjadi karena dia ditemani my lovely hunnybunny cintaku yg abadi si jacob black.
bella sering berkunjung ke rumah jacob karena jacob sedang membetulkan motor tuanya bella
and blablabla...

perasaan mereka jadi makin dalam...
tapiiiii lama kelamaan jacob juga mulai menghilang
layaknya si edward itu lhooo
bella mengkhawatirkan sahabatnya itu
jacob tidak menjelaskan soal menghilangnya dia,
knapa dia jarang dirumah, kemana dia setiap malam, dsb.

until someday,
di tengah kekalutan perasaan bella
dia lagi sendirian terus dateng si laurent
laurent coba meracuni pikirannya bella
sampai akhirnya laurent mau menerkam bella
but heyy.........
there comes jacob
dia berubah wujud menjadi werewolf
langsung deh mereka berantem...

goshhh pengen cepet nonton.
taylor nya keren banget kaaaaaaaaaaan........
rambutnya gk gondrong kayak di twilight dulu
yeaaaaaaaay so pasti new moon ini bercerita tentang proses berubahnya jacob
and he will always be sixteen until he decided to retired for being a werewolf and getting older just like what his father did ^^

nana-TEAM JACOB

Breathing Without You ^^''''

Mungkin kau bertanya-tanya
Arti perhatianku terhadapmu
Pasti kau menerka-nerka
Apa yang tersirat dalam gerakku
Akulah serpihan kisah masa lalumu
Yang sekedar ingin tahu keadaanmu

Tak pernah aku bermaksud mengusikmu
Mengganggu setiap ketentraman hidupmu
Hanya tak mudah bagiku lupakanmu
Dan pergi menjauh

Beri sedikit waktu
Agar ku terbiasa
Bernafas tanpamu

Teruntuk dirimu
Dengarkanlah.....

Tor - mented >> For my Past, Present, and Future

For the last time you waste my tears now, no more torment
But don't just say u've gone away
You tell a fuckin' tale
(Swallow me and spit me out)
How do I get trought of this?
(I can't stand it anymore)
Can, you, see, me...
Smiling when I sing this song
Right, now...
I just want to be alive
You know I was dying when you told me
(That I'm not yours anymore)
You know I was dying when you told me
(Youre just playing and fooling around with me)
When the time she comes and wakes me
(She comes and wakes me)
And when she bit my lips and kissed me there
And when she holds my hand and lives my life tonight
(Live tonight)
When she said that she really loves me
Were the worst fucking days
I'm dying and bleeding of my past
I'm dying and bleeding of my past
Now slit my throat and let me bleed
Now slit my throat and let me bleed
Can, you, see, me...
Smiling when I sing this song
Right, now...
I just want to be alive
You know I was dying when you told me
(That I'm not yours anymore)
You know I was dying when you told me
(Youre just playing and fooling around with me)
When the time she comes and wakes me
(She comes and wakes me)
And when she bit my lips and kissed me there
And when she holds my hand and lives my life tonight
(Live tonight)
When she said that she really loves me
But suddenly you came to me, and begged me to be yours again
Right now you're holding my hand but sorry baby, but all I can say is
No, hell no...
Can you see the times grows older she blew my dreams away
It's all done, the time is over
I don't know how to say to you
Can you see the times grows older she blew my dreams away
It's all done, the time is over
I don't know how to say

Terminator Salvation (Movie Promotion)

this movie is freakin awesome.
okay i'll tell you story
so i accually want to watch virgin2
but after i think about it again,
its like, cmon few months again
maybe that movie was on teve.
so we watched this movie,
its start about 21:20 grrrrrrr
however i dont really interest with this movie
but since i read that christian bale playing the role
i was like, eumm... not bad lah...

its kinda confusing story line
but its okay
its about robot skynet,kyle reese,
john connor,marcus,blair,and star.
the point of this movie that
john connor want to save his father in the past
he was helped by marcus,
and few others conflict

end of story
if you wanna know more
than watch the movie
but something bother me a lot,
the voices its very annoying movie,
so you better get ready ^^

Take It Out On Me >> BFMV

I'm always thinking of you
And all the things that you do
Self centered satisfaction
No more will I run from you
Disfunction family values
I'll die but I will not fear
Stop talking words of wisdom
You fool, I'm standing right here

The world is on your shoulders
The weight is crushing me
Now we're all getting older
Take it out (Take it out)
Take it out on me!

(vent your frustration on me)
I feel so much destruction
In everything that you do
Anger is creeping in me
Watch i dont explode on you
My rage it comes so quickly
One spark and I will ignite
Self-harming mutilation
Cuts deep but the pain feels so right

The world is on your shoulders
The weight it's crushing me
Now we're all getting older
Take it out (Take it out)
Take it out on me!

(Vent your frustration on me)

This fire burns inside (This fire burns inside)
There's nowhere left to hide
This fire burns inside (This fire burns inside)
This rage can't be denied

The world is on your shoulders
The weight is crushing me
Now we're all getting older
Take it out (Take it out)
Take it out on me

(Vent your frustration on me)
(TAKE IT OUT)

If I Were A Boy (Male Reply)

on my track list number #3

If you were my girl
Even just for a day
I'd bring you breakfast in the morning
And show you how I'd treat a lady

Just cause your mans a fool
It doesn't mean that were all the same
Cause Id be proud to call you my baby
And you'd never have to sleep alone, alone, alone

(If I were a boy)
If you were my girl
(I think I could understand)
I think that you'd understand how it feels to be loved
(How it feels to love a girl, I swear I'd be a better man)
I swear Id be a better man for you
(I'll listen to her)
I'll listen to you
(Cause I know how it hurts)
Girl I know, exactly how you feel
(When you loose the one you wanted, cause hes taking you for granted, and everything you had got destroyed)

You see if I was your man
You'd have my phone in your hands
Cause between us we'd have no secrets
And you would have nothing to worry about

Cause Id put you first
We can make the rules as we go
Girl I promise to be faithful
And I'll try not to be late coming home, home

(If I were a boy)
If I were your man
(I think I could understand)
I'll always try to understand
(How it feels to love a girl, I swear I'd be a better man)
You dont have to worry, girl Im a better man
(I'll listen to her)
I'll always listen to you
(Cause I know how it hurts)
Girl I know how you feel
(When you loose the one you wanted, cause hes taking you for granted, and everything you had got destroyed)

Girl its never too late,
We dont have to grow apart
Never make a mistake,
That could ever break your heart
If you thought I would wait for you,
You thought right...

(But your just a boy)
Who wants you to be his girl
(You dont understand)
I'm trying to understand

(How it feels to love a girl someday, you'd wish you were a better man)
But I am a better man girl
(You dont listen to her)
Girl Ill listen to you
(You dont care how it hurts)
Girl I care about you, I do
(Until you loose the one you wanted, cause youre taking her for granted, and everything you had got destroyed)
Not me girl

(But youre just a boy)
Who wants you to be his girl..